my brother

I am good too ...just been long ...haven't had a talk ....was feeling to talk about stuff going on ...you all were troubles last o talked ...how are things at your end.?

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Every thing is good av just been working alot lately thats how av not been on as much xx

Oh ...how are the kids n family doing and your friend ?

I have been busy too ....but still stuck ...it's hurtful but may be that's life .
Mixed emotions on Friday

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Family is good and I haven't heard from my friend for a few months he moved in with his daughters mum so I told him I don't want to phone or text him with him moving in with her I deleted his number I don't want to cause trouble between them I do miss his phone calls but I no one day he will get in contact with me I will wait patiently xx

Hmm...may be i understand ....
It feels so I don't know what word to use ....I had my ex visit me ....it was so weird ....and hurting ...tahtbit left me sleepless for a week now ....what is all this I don't understand ....
Besides now it's so hard to trust men ...
Rather I find no one whom i can actually respect and get on with my life with someone ....

May be I need a therapist .
It's getting bad for me

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I feel you are brave.

I don't know how will I feel after getting married ...

Do you feel we all are emotionally disconnected ...like after some time you feel no one is understanding ....can we trust n so on ..?

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I trusted every ralionship I had and every one of them cheated on me apart from my ex thats him that moved in with her I finished it with him because I was working all the time and paying for everything and he just stayed in bed and went to the pub at the weekend I don't think I would go back with him we live and learn xx

And now at my age I prefer to be on my own life is good now xx

Button no offense ....bit you think they were in it because of their selfishness ....how can be people so ...self centered...
My boyfriend decided on his own we are breaking up ....it's been 4 years ...he didn't care he owe me an explanation ....for back then and keeps showing up ....such an emotional abuse.
I would never want to be with him in right mind.
I don't know what did I do to let this happen ....

And Button big hugs from my side ....you are brave ,I will speak no further ....because I know where this is going .....don't want to make anyone think over their life ....however it is ....maybe we did our best .

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If you ever feel like talk ....do write ...

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We both did our best I don't dwell on the past because ther is a futer for you and I life is beautiful and precious thats why I don't dwell on it you should try it just think happy memories when you feel down even try some music that lifts me xx