Insecurity

Hello! Ma name is Natalia! I came here to find the answers I was looking for - I met a guy may this year online, his name is Kevin and we became friends after a while of chatting and in a few months we became couple. I wanted to be sure if I am falling in love for right person so I was holding off this relationship for a while even though he treated me like a princess and I felt like it's a fairytale already. It lasted for about 4 months and now it seem like I am the only one who is trying and loving while he has enough of me.. I love him soo much. It's hard to believe though. We were supposed to marry in the future and he said that I am wonderfull, an angel being and that he will always love me and he will always wait. Why he doesn't treat me like that no more? Should I move forward and look for someone else? And why do I feel like he IS my soulmate even though he is not like he was before? Thank you in advance for all the answers and suggestions.

Hi Noelle,
Often times, we have more than one soul mate. They are each supposed to teach us a lesson. Have you learned anything about yourself since being with Kevin?

Wow, thank you for your response, I didn't thought I'll get one and so fast too! Anyways..
About learning from this whole journey.. I think I am in process of it. I always wanted to learn from my mistakes and things that I experianced, so thank you two for reminding me of that. So far I have learned that I always wanted to be loved and apprecited like he did before and that I am faithfull and when I love someone, I love for real. I don't play games neither wanted to be played with. Also that I should put boundaries and be more solid with what I want and what I think. But, of course - after some time I'll understand more and if you don't mind it, I'll share it but that's what I think for now..
Oh! And one more thing - that when I want something badly to happen and my thoughts are all about this, it doesn't, like life is telling me big NO but when I am just staying positive and I am not really like obssesing over it and I let "life" happens, it does. Interesting right?

It sounds like you have found your reasoning. But please do keep in mind that I am not persuading you to leave him. I was just giving you some friendly info :)
I try to be quick with replies but sometimes life gets in the way :)

What do you mean I have found my reasoning?

Things that you have learned by being with him.