Just need someone to talk to

Hello,
I am new here. I am a 30 year old female. I am single, never been married and have no children. I have two dogs.

I don't know how to identify my feelings. I don't exactly know what makes me happy. I have no passion for anything. I am sad and depressed most of the time. I am a model and well known locally so I have to put on this happy face. Everyone thinks I am happy and successful...but I'm not. I don't know what to do.

I have been a nurse since 2011 but I hated working as a nurse so I don't do it anymore. Modeling annoys me. Everything and everyone annoys me. I want to be alone most of the time but every once in a while I do crave attention, hence the modeling career. Please help.

Hmmm....

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I can't say what you are feeling is exactly what ....I may need a picture tonunderstand how well you understand your problem ,

Unfortunately many of us are suffering from same diseases but some choose distraction which may be career ,children,marriage,etc ...blaming the dissatisfaction on the same .

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I have been in same boat .....
So I learnt to walk out of it ....you need to always always know you are not here to stay ...like the Pinocchio's grand party island you can't forget it in the middle of the journey otherwise it will always be suffering .

To help you out you need to know why exactly you don't like people around you .
Beacuse then believe me ....problem is also in us

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In this situation knowing yourself is the best first safe step .

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Hello ABZ

Welcome to Mystic-sisterhood

Sorry to hear you've not been doing good. How are things right now?
I see you posted this a little while back , are you doing ok?

Cloud

I'm no expert but it sounds to me like something has you blocked. I have been there to the point of suicide attempt, for me I had to free my inner thoughts and let whatever was holding me back go. I also write and draw which also helped me free me from hating to be around people. Now I just don't care what people think of me, I do what I want.

To be free is to be free inside as well as out. find people who are like minded that will be positive around you. Positive bears positivity, negative bears negativity. Wish you the best.