so confused

I'm thinking of leaving here.
I honestly am scared right now
really scared.
I've had depression in the past and anxiety and have had suicidal thoughts before but I've always known why and it sort of builds up . I'm down for a bit then I pick myself up again.

last night I went to bed feeling a little upset about a friend who is very down at the moment and suicidal.

and I wake up this morning to find myself almost unrecognizable. so many different emotions and thoughts.

I am so angry. crying. calling my myself every single
name under the sun.
feeling worthless and not wanting to be here anymore.

I've been sat on my bed for over a hour. basically trying to work out why and honestly I can't think of anything that's changed or been building up.

this is so sudden and weird. it's like I'm trying to work out where this is coming from cuz some part of me feels like me and some parts doesn't.

I've never been in this place before and I'm not liking it.

I'm a empath, is this a empath thing? or have I just gone crazy overnight?

I'm gonna leave this group. thank u all for welcoming me and supporting me but I don't wanna stay and emit my messed up energy on here.

I was just wondering if somebody could maybe pray for me and send me healing. xx

Astraldreamer

Come into chat - i'm in there now. We'll have a good talk... you are not alone. We are here for you and you're certainly not emitting any negative energy anywhere, we are all fine. Come talk to me

You've not gone crazy, yes, it's very possible this is an empath thing. I think with your twin-flame feeling like this you *might* be picking up on him since you are both so strongly connected to each other.

But in saying that.... come and chat , we can talk through ways to help.

We'd be really sad if you left, we treasure you all being here, and have enjoyed the time you have been here

The main thing to remember is this will pass .. it might pass like a kidney stone but it'll pass... for now you just need to surround yourself with people who understand, who care. who will listen and help you. Us all being one of them

thank you so much cloud for chat this morning and the healing you sent me.
I went for a little nap after and had a wonderful short dream of swimming in the most bluest of seas.
so much more relaxed now.
decided to go to my group with the elderly and have been making cards. x

thank you so much cloud for chat this morning and the healing you sent me.
I went for a little nap after and had a wonderful short dream of swimming in the most bluest of seas.
so much more relaxed now.
decided to go to my group with the elderly and have been making cards. x