by Sakoni Sun Sep 02, 2018 5:16 amA long time ago when I was 8 my mother passed away while I was in another state, I still to this day don’t know how she died, however my moms twin sister (my aunt) who is basically or was basically my second mom passed away almost 10 years after my mom, it’s hard I stay up at night crying thinking about all the memories I’ve had with her and all the good and bad times, and then just a couple months after she died my grandpa died (their dad) and now it’s like my whole childhood is coming to a end, they live up north where I’ve spent 100% of my childhood there, the long car rides up there with my aunt and cousins and the fun times I had up there with my grandparents, but I’m not ready to let any of it go yet and I need help because it’s going so fast and I don’t want to end up not being ready when everything’s gone, I need closure I need to know if my aunt is mad at me for not spending enough time with her before she passed, hospice asked her what her biggest regret was and it was that she didn’t get to spend enough time with me. I need to know if she’s upset with me for not being there for her when she needed me most.
Thank you.
This is heartbreaking. I wish i could help. U need to think bout creating a future 
