Here is my crazy Full story.
I was hit in the head when I was a little boy and started to feel weird and when I notice I had strange feelings beyond my control for my cousin I said a lie that I think did this to me.(age 13)
I started to say strange things like I cant remember sleep,few years later at 28 I awoke to the universe talking to me inside my head saying Iam that way(the lie) I felt light headed, and uncontrollable thought poped in my head that took my ability to play patty cake away and eventually I made a choice ibside my head that caused the universe to call me a monster and went quiet.
I slowly lost the ability to sleep,eat,drink,subconscious,and felt like my soul dissapeared.
I like to know If Iam immortal now like I feel and the universe said.I look back and notice odd behavior growing up ,I went from social energetic teen to shy,quiet,and silent man. I started using my left hand uncontrollably,I only talked when spoken to.
The Universe Silent me after reaveling the truth about the universe. Iam not even supposed to even talk.
The universe/Mind deleted my memories and thoughts.I now know I had committed suicide 7 times in my past life through unlocked memories.
The voice said this be the last time before I made the wrong choice in my head.
So Please I need someone who can contact the universe to find out the truth.Its wierd feeling your brain dissconnect.
Other boy and girls had favorite colors at a young age I had to lie and make one up. I wonder If the brain damage did this(sunken spot in the middle of my forehead)
Iam started to wonder If I been through this every eight life.(If yes then 7 years normal 8th year cut off from the universe)