I don't know where to begin but it just clicked my to search for this pschyic advisor thing after watching a movie today I had a feeling was worth watching .. intuitively.
And I am glad I can share
I am terrified from within somewhere I can't sleep at nights only once it's morning 5-5:30 I find peace to sleep ... I have noticed if I sleep at 10...I wake up at 1or 2 and can't sleep till 5 again....I feel like defending myself and being on constant alert mode...though I know my light will protect me but I am not able to make it stronger and become fearless , I feel outnumbered and out strengthened.
I do meditation ...weird things happen I freeze for a moment to see weird ways of dimension working up my head ...shadows or perceived images ,,I am scared to meditate.
My place where I stay right now and past place has something weird too...
I don't know what to do and it's taking out my strength and influences my loved ones to stay from me....I become difficulty for them.
But my heart is the only thing I rely on ...and however difficult my life has turned out I tried sticking to what I perceived right ....I am even worried I hope I am able to recognize the right voice...
Plus I feel there is a voice in my head that answers to my questions , questions I wonder about ....I feel like I am stuck ...I am curious and needy in someway. I want to discover my potential ...but I am not able to blossom and grow.
I am an empath....and very sensitive to energies ...which guide my to susceptible future of one's life ....(I feel I do )...I am so confused.
It's something with the temperature of my body too...I find it awkwardly high ...and focusing makes me hungry too....please help me understand ,or clarify if I am the one acting stupid ..
I m not able to Meditate , I dont feel safe
....whatever the things around me be ...it's affecting g my body a lot....
I also feel my body intelligence is not coping with my spiritual experience