Mama Mia need insight please

I wrote the letter to my friend D in Fla.
Straight from the heart very open and with love. I sent it Weds she should have received today

Do you see if she read it yet? If yes has it planted the seeds for her
to reach out and contact me? Is there I more I should and will do
if you feel I should please tell me.

I’m planning on going to Fla in 3 weeks .’
I want to see her talk heart to heart in person. Apologize for my
mistakes I made with her.

I again told her in the letter again about takng her
to the place she loves and told her she can get soa treatments etc.
Whatever she wants . Told her she deserves it. Any guidance or help
or whatever you feel would be helpful would be so much appreciated .

I would even like to send you the letter I wrote I
took a picture of it and if that would help read the situation
more just let me know .

Thank you so much !! Not only for this but for everything !
No words .

******* I have this feeling that I can’t wait 3 weeks
to go Florida and see her.
I have a possible opportunity to go a week
from today.
If the sun moon stars and planets were all to
align and she agreed to see me have a heart
what do you possibly see as far me putting the wheels
in motion and doing this. ** found a cheap airfare ticket
this morning.*******
Thank you